breaking the habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
Impicking me apart again
You all assume
Imsafe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize that Imthe one confused

I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way
I know its not alright
So Imbreaking the habit
Imbreaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize that Imthe one confused

I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate
And say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way
I will never be alright
So Imbreaking the habit
Imbreaking the habit tonight

I will paint it on the walls
Cause Imthe one at fault
I will never fight again
And this is how it ends

I dont know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this way
I will never be alright
So Imbreaking the habit
Imbreaking the habit
Imbreaking the habit tonight