Part Of Me

Part of me wont go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
can not li have without it so its senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just li have with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now Imsick of this
I can not stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man thats staring in the mirror through me

Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

It can not be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with you feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problems all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can not let be
And that reason wi will last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can li have if you are willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you

Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just whats killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Ali have in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me wont go away, part of me wont go away

Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
Every time I see myself I see there is always something wrong with me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me